"EDWARD!" He screeched , his golden eyes and perfect jaw lines stitched into my mind like an expensive tattoo. But that tattoo was slowly fading , fading away into nothingness like all of my most recent memories , memories that are now just fog and salty water.
"My name! it's edward!" The man shook my shoulders violently , more powerful than one should , but oddly,  I didn't mind. I would rather have him touching my shoulders with anger and rage than not touching me at all. The sensation of his ice cold skinn against mine was unlike any other feeling i have ever experienced.
"I'm sorry sir ... I ... I... I don't know you" I stammered
"Tell me..." he whispered with painful eyes
"I'm sorry sir i'm not following.."
I should be scared right now , I should be calling out for help. Strangely I didn't want to , acutally in all honesty my chest had a heavy feeling closing in from the sides , trapping my heart in a whrilwind of emotions. My head said one things but my body did another.
His finger raised and brushed the side of my foreheard and down to my chin
"bella.." he cooed
I flinched automatically. The way he said that name forced the hairs on my arms to stir.
"I think you have me confused with someone else" I stared blankly into his cold hard eyes
His jaw tightened.
"Tell me...." He choked out.
"Tell me... your bella..." His face twisted in pain
"Tell me... you want to be mine forever" More pain. More anger
"Tell me... you remember me! Tell me my name!" he screamed
Now the gorgeous contours of his face twisted into stone like marble, Like cryign without the tears , but equally enough pain physically portrayed on his face
He whispered "tell me...... You love me.... please"
His hands resting on my shoulders once more
"Tell me god dammit! TELL ME!"
Powerfully , Edward swiped the lamp right off the table beside us and launched it at the wall with inhuman strength , His head whipped back around as he ran his fingers through his russet toned strands of hair.
"Do you know your name?" he took my hands in his
"Do you know where you are?"
My eyebrows creased. The clock work in my head started ticking. Where was I... Who was I ... How did I get here? Who is he? I have to get away... I need to save myself
"Who are you! What are you doing to me!?"
I screamed so loud my voice went horse. My eyes automatically scanned for exits, in the far corner of the kitchen was a back door leading into the woods, if I made a run for it I could make it to the door and into the forest behind.
"I need to get out!"
I Sprinted for the back door like i planned , but before i could even reach the handle the man was infront of me.blocking the door
"Get out of my way! Help! help me!" I pleaded , I scratched and clawed at his marble skin , nothing.
Quickly i grabbed a knife nearest to me on the kitchen island
"Leave me alone!" I cried
"Put. the knife. down." he coaxed
"oh no. no. no. no." i shook my head
"bel--" he stared
"I'm not bella!" i screamed and stabed him in the chest.
The kinfe snapped.
The stainless steel kitchen knife just snapped in half like a popsicle stick. No blood, Not a wound. Nothing. Just as if nothing had ever happend. In my hand , i held the black handle of a once dangerous weapon.
"wwh..." I started , stunned
Edward tried to sooth me "Now bella..." he said slowly
"what.... what are you" My eyes were wide with shock, His eyes flickered to the floor. I had dropped the handle , This was my chance. My one chance to escape. I had to make a run for it.

So I did.

I was runnign to the front exit , But somthing threw all its weight ontop of me.
"Help! someone! please help me! please!" I cried
"Bella calm down love!"
"Please! he's going to kill me..." i sobbed in small breaths
"Bella..." His eyes were red, stinging and seering in pain.
"I'm not your bella..." I whispered to the floor

He had me pinned to the ground. My wrists above my head, He was on his knees stratling my waist.

"shhhhh..." He soothed
"I'm not..." i started
"I'm not your bella..."
"I'm not your bella...."
I repeated
"I ... am not.. your bella"

I was staring at the floor again thinking .. about anything , anything at all , trying to read my once clear memories. I remember a medow , and A wolf.... and a mystery man.

"Bella please.. stay with me" Edward whispered in my ear
...bella... i ... i think i remember... bell-a...b-ella...be-lla...bella.
"edward?" I asked teary eyed
edwards head cocked up to the side "Bella. love?"
"Edward whats wrong with me" i whispered in fear
"I'm afraid theres been a terrible accident love..."
"what kind of accident.."
"A car accident, 14 months ago , you were in a coma for 13 months, and everyday... everyday i would sit by your side and wait for you to wake up , the doctors said it wouldnt be long before you would come out of comatose. So i would wait. But i waited, and waited, and nothing. They tried everything, carlilse tried anything he could but still no reponse. They were ready to pull the plug  , carlilse said it would be my desicion , so that night i prayed. I prayed for hours. i never thought about anything else than to see your chocolate brown eyes again , wandering , thinking , seeking, That night , my prays were answered , and the lord brought you back to me. And for that i am eturnally grateful , i would give my life for you bella swan. I love you. I am forever yours."
"I... I... don't know what to say"
"Don't say anything" He smiled
"Why couldn't i remember you" i whispered in a small voice.
"The doctor said you would have extensive memory loss, he didnt know if it was temporary or long term." he said in a flat voice, i could tell it bothered him
"Is this the first time i remembered you?" I said quietly
"No, this is the 3rd, some days are better than others, you tend to break alot of kitchen knives."
we laughed.
we sat there talking for another hour.
"Edward..." I said drawing circles on his well sculpted chest
"yes love?"
"I ... i think i remember loving you.."
edwards face twisted into a grin
"I love you too bells"
I examined his face , he was thinking about somthing , debating about somthing..
"bella..." he cooed
"yes edward?"
"can i try somthing?" he played with the hair behind my ears
"anything" i smiled
shaking , he tilted his head towards mine stoping and staring then starting once again
my lips ever so slightly parted, He brushed his lips back and fourth against mine , lighty , powdery , tickling like a feather.
lightly he kissed me.
pain started to pulsate in my temple
he kissed me deeper and the pain became unbarable
and my breathing heavy.

A vision. still a little foggy , but much clearer than anything i'd ever seen before. A dark night, cold and wet , I can see myself walking outside in the wind. And two figures walking behind me at a fast pace

"Hey sweetheart, wont you come over here and get to know us love?" one called

... love...

I was so clear now , the man on top of me edward... it was him... it was the man. The cruel man.

my eyes flushed open and i pushed the mystery man off of me in one swift movement.

"what are you doing to me! rape! someone help me this man is raping me!" i cried , but no one was here , i was all alone in this strange mans house.

"Stay. Calm." he soothed me
"Who are you" My eyes wild like fire
"Bella..." He started
"Dont bella me! IM NOT YOUR BELLA! YOU DONT KNOW ME! I DONT KNOW YOU!" i screamed and flaunted my hands

I saw the door this was my one chance , he wouldn't expect it now, so i ran , i reached the door and flung it open running like my life depended on it

I looked back and saw the door still wide open and smiled , he hadn't seen me. But suddenly i heard the purr of an engine and behind me were the tail lights of a silver volvo leaving the driveway.

He was coming after me.